From Darkness to Light: My Journey to God, the Jewish People, and Kiddush HaShem

From Darkness to Light: My Journey to God, the Jewish People, and Kiddush HaShem

When I reflect on my life’s spiritual journey, I see a path illuminated by the wisdom and kindness of the Jewish people, guiding me toward a deeper connection with God—the One true Creator, Haviyah. This journey began with a moment of stark clarity. Raised in a Christian background, I realized one day that the Bible I had always revered seemed to describe two conflicting deities. The God of the Old Testament, steadfast and eternal, and the figure portrayed in the New Testament seemed irreconcilable. Deep down, I knew the God of the Old Testament was real, but I didn’t know Him at all.

So I set out to learn. Not from hearsay or diluted interpretations, but directly from His people. My journey began with online resources like Rabbi Yaakov Wolbe’s podcasts and Jerusalem Lights, which planted seeds of understanding. It expanded to personal interactions with my local Chabad house and, most importantly, formal studies with the Noahide Academy of Israel. This immersion into Jewish teachings opened my heart, my mind, and my soul to the depth and beauty of a relationship with God.

Learning to See the World Through Divine Eyes

Among the many teachings that have touched me deeply, one stands out from The Divine Code: the prohibition against murder. It is not merely about the act of taking a life but the profound idea that every life represents an entire world. When a life is saved, a whole world is sustained. This teaching has become a cornerstone of my philosophy: to see each individual as a world of infinite potential and to treat every interaction as an opportunity to nurture life and unity.

This perspective shapes my understanding of global peace. By focusing on individual spiritual growth—cultivating positivity, kindness, and unity—we create ripples that extend outward. A single kind act can inspire others, weaving a tapestry of light and love that counters the darkness of hatred and division.

Connecting to God Without Rituals

Studying with the Noahide Academy has revealed a profound truth: my connection to the Creator does not depend on rituals or religious frameworks. As a Noahide, I have come to understand that everything I need to connect with God is already inside me and all around me. This realization has freed me to embrace a relationship with God that is pure, direct, and deeply personal.

It is this understanding that led me to the Renewal program and the decision to donate a kidney to save a life. Through this act, I learned that a true Kiddush HaShem—sanctification of God’s name—is not achieved alone. It takes an entire community, a collective effort of selflessness, to bring God’s light into the world.

A Life of Dedication

Looking forward, I am committed to spreading light, love, and unity. I hope to inspire others as a public speaker, advocating for the Noahide movement and the Jewish people who have taught me so much. Yet, my most important mission is closer to home: to be a good father, a good husband, and a good person.

This kidney donation is not just a medical procedure; it is a testament to the values I have learned from the Jewish people and the Noahide Code. It is my hope that it will bring awareness to the Renewal program, which saves countless lives, and to the Noahide Academy, which continues to illuminate the path for seekers like me.

A Closing Prayer

As I dedicate my life to countering hatred and division with light and love, I pray that my actions will inspire others to do the same. May we all strive to build a world of unity, kindness, and sanctity—a world where God’s name is known, revered, and called upon by all. In this, I have found my purpose, my true self, and my eternal bond with the Creator.

This journey, this mission, is my Kiddush HaShem. It is my honor and my calling. May it be God’s will that I merit many more opportunities to bring light into the world.